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When s*** hits the fan as a tropical storm passes~

Sun Jul 5, 2009, 7:32 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Spor - As Dust Falls
  • Reading: Fallout 3 art work book
  • Watching: Pixels getting scrolled across the screen...
  • Playing: anything that keeps me entertained~
  • Eating: munchies!!!
  • Drinking: Schweppes: Lemon & Lime.
lol yea, when shit hits then fan as the storm picks it up... its raining shit sir/madam! I screwed up uni, got in a butt load of fines, got my car impounded and just when I thought it couldn't get worse I burnt my legs with boiling water, yay! :XD: Guess I'm finally back to update since I gotta sit on my ass all day now, so hows everyone? I've skipped DA for 2 months, so for some of you its been months since we last chat, what's everyone been up to? :ohnoes:

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  • Current Residence: Auckland - New Zealand
  • Interests: anything really.
  • Favourite genre of music: I listen to everything...
  • Favourite artist: LP (not L&P though)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Check this site out: http://rurounikimu.proboards85.com/index.cgi
  • Favourite style of art: YURI!
  • Operating System: PC - Windows XP Pro (Macs are crappy!)
  • MP3 player of choice: Something similiar to winamp with better equalizer.
  • Shell of choice: SHELLZ! She sells sea shells on the sea shore?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Magic the Gathering Artworks. (art on the trading/playing cards)
  • Skin of choice: MOO!
  • Favourite game: Mind Games.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, and only PC.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lucy from Elfen Lied
  • Personal Quote: SOME IN SIG +Perspective = everything, one thing can look very different depending on the view angle
  • Tools of the Trade: TooL - Drug Addict

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~Doomblade2712:iconDoomblade2712: 4 days 26 minutes ago
No, in real life too, it'd be really great to catch up! And tell me what you're happy for? :D

Naww... :hug: lol, and as you know I havn't been great with them pigs myself either.

Mew~ you're welcome! :aww:

Yea, well... It's hard to figure out where the problems are really coming from. :( The end result is like this: :dead:

Yea well, that's all I could make from it now, there really ain't much more.

I hope so too, it's very silly ya, and I was thinking what crap luck I had... and~ >!OMFG!< :o

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Truth is so obscure in these times, and falsehood so established, that, unless we love the truth, we cannot know it. (Blaise Pascal)
=3wyl:icon3wyl: 3 days 20 hours ago
Nothing much has been going on. ^^;

I've just had loads and loads of exams over the past couple of months and... I went to the dA world tour devMeet in London? O.o

But yeah, everything has just been the same old, same old.

What I'm happy for? Just life in general I guess. I still have depression, but... it's not as deep as it was. Probably... 10% depressed now. :shrug:

And why? Because my mum finally got the message, kinda. She grew increasingly bad and now... she's lessened.

I had group therapy and my dad's been having a go at mum every time she starts one of her rants, so now, she's not that bad anymore.

Plus, she's stopped moaning about me about the computer, going out and everything. :P

Do you need to know the source of the problem? Shouldn't you just... try and change the situation, therefore trying to fix the problem?

But yeah, I know what you mean. :nod:

Uh-huh. Luck has nothing to do with it. Just plain old Karma. :hug:

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~Doomblade2712:iconDoomblade2712: 2 days 12 hours ago
Well, what about that family you were seeing? And the meetings you had to go to?

OMG nice, how was that? :D

How can you say its the same old when things have changed so much for you?

Well, I guess that's normal then. 10%'s not much, right? And can depression really be measured in a percentage?

I see, all cause of mum but now she's backed off you're finally getting a life... glad to know! mew~:aww:

Well, how would you fix my motivation first of all? Then how would you maintain it? That's just the biggest of all my big-to-small bunch of problems. I need to know the source to fix it, I can try and change the present then I get into the mood of "can't even be stuffed" or think its not the right way or some shit and pretty much always fail.

My head's so mushy now, I've never felt so lost.

:glomp: Thanks! What does karma have to do with it? I know I should have done my part but I've been shit for myself so life decides to be worse to me? If that's karma then I say nothing ever goes or comes around.

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You must live it to know it, life's full of broken pieces and I'm left alone to clean them up...

Truth is so obscure in these times, and falsehood so established, that, unless we love the truth, we cannot know it. (Blaise Pascal)
=3wyl:icon3wyl: 2 days 11 hours ago
What family and meetings? :confused:

If you mean the family meetings we had, then that went downhill. >.> It didn't help at all.

The devMeet was intense. Really intense. I was so knackered at the end, but I met some cool people. :nod:

I guess... life is the same old. It's only me that has changed. They haven't changed so much for me. I've changed for them instead, if that makes sense.

It's not much, no. :P Depression can't really, but if I had to, I would put it as 10%.

Lol, kinda getting a life. I'm still stuck in front of the computer. >.<

It depends what situation and what your passion is. Thinking it's not the right way may actually be that, or it may just be yourself. What is "right way"? It's just perception, isn't it? As for motivation, I really don't know. I know that sometimes I get into moods like that but it goes in a day. When I have it, I can't do anything. My motivation is the fact that... I want to help people? I don't know. It's said that, There is a wonderful mythical law of nature that the three things we crave most in life -- happiness, freedom, and peace of mind -- are always attained by giving them to someone else, so... >.>

Lost is a state of being? O.o

Shit to others, perhaps? I try and do as much as I can for people so that Karma doesn't shit on me. >.<

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~Doomblade2712:iconDoomblade2712: 2 days 10 hours ago
Oh, sorry to hear that. What about those meetings for something where you just stayed quiet all the time??? :o You did tell me about them yourself too...

Hehe, tell me what you did! X3

I guess that's true, but you do do some different things right? Even if not, you'd be changed so you'd do even the old things differently maybe? And you moved aye, hows the new school and everything?

Gotcha, so what's there to be depressed about nowadays?

Aren't we all? It's the new age, can't blame anyone for it and its normal now kinda. I'm stuck~ :ohnoes:

Situation: pitfall/doomed/guttered whatever you wan to call it. And passion, that's a tough one, I don't really have any, I'm more of an observer of life by default. That's 2 problems already... Philosophical debate about what's the right way? I think there's no real right way to do anything, anything is subject to views and I think there's no real right way, only how good a way is. You're lucky it goes away, it usually stays with me for quite some time and comes back real quick too even if I manage to chase it away. Hmm, that quote seems logical but what if one has no craving for either of those things? or could manipulate mind-reality so that one doesn't need them? I mean I love helping people in any way but I wouldn't really call it a passion either... lol, I'm so screwed up. :XD:

Lost is a state of being, like now how I'm lost in life.

Well, only thing that's worth mentioning is me arguing lots with mum... (actually got so pissed off I kicked her leg once, I still feel guilty til now) can't think of anything else since with skipping uni, blazing and playing games all day I don't see many other people. If anything, I get shit from other people. Hehe well, life's good for ya now, embrace it. :D

I know you're trying to help, thanks and I'm really greatful, but don't over-work yourself aye, I'm such a lost cause, haha! :hug:

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You must live it to know it, life's full of broken pieces and I'm left alone to clean them up...

Truth is so obscure in these times, and falsehood so established, that, unless we love the truth, we cannot know it. (Blaise Pascal)
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~Doomblade2712:iconDoomblade2712: 4 days 1 hour ago
I've been up to uni and bumming around but that's pretty much it, not much to do in nz really~ What about you? I've heard camp's nice, what else did you have on? :aww:

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You must live it to know it, life's full of broken pieces and I'm left alone to clean them up...

Truth is so obscure in these times, and falsehood so established, that, unless we love the truth, we cannot know it. (Blaise Pascal)
~Doomblade2712:iconDoomblade2712: 5 days 9 hours ago
Before that? You mean the plot or? Cause that's how I usually start stories...

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You must live it to know it, life's full of broken pieces and I'm left alone to clean them up...

Truth is so obscure in these times, and falsehood so established, that, unless we love the truth, we cannot know it. (Blaise Pascal)
~videogameluver630:iconvideogameluver630: 4 days 13 hours ago
I mean like, how do u what do u do before beginning to think and type it in?

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~Doomblade2712:iconDoomblade2712: 4 days 1 hour ago
I usually wait til I get random ideas then I put them down, if I don't get any inspiration then I guess that story will take me a very long time... But if you already have a plot ready for the story, you can go through in your head the whole story, just like the basic outline of what each person might do or say and how they interact with the environment... pretty much like a movie inside your head, its extra good if you have each character's personality too, makes writing the story a whole lot easier.

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You must live it to know it, life's full of broken pieces and I'm left alone to clean them up...

Truth is so obscure in these times, and falsehood so established, that, unless we love the truth, we cannot know it. (Blaise Pascal)
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