Doomblade2712

We realize, we are not the ones who will suffer the immeasurable from broken worlds we leave behind when we blaze a trail in search of "a-better-life." By 'getting an education' and 'getting a job' to 'fit in', all the while 'getting someone/s for a bum and venting unto until *that special someone* appears, but it is just attrition war and tolerance volcano because the pair is too similar and different at the same time and no one wants to fix anything due to reluctance to change'... usually, "aftermath-comforts" patterns emerges for us to resort to for the pain from any suffering that we perceive, it is merely the simple act of perception of dissonance that which causes the person pain after the moments has passed and physical body has healed... so we hit a time when we 'have enough money to get a family, car, house, holidays, kids & entertainment'... we wonder in and are lost with a job we hate, a family we despise, a mountain of goods we've forgotten, that list of "to-do" things we made on our 21st, friends we never call anymore or could not remember the names to because we are too reluctant to keep the fire burning... the distance stretches for miles between me and people now, reading papers, taking that unwanted walk to past the time but telling no one that's the actual reason, a cup of coffee a cup of tea, grey old world's still the same, so i guess this is the feeling of waiting for death after retirement? If you're happy calling that a life then good on ya mate~ Personally, i change my world by evolving myself so that i will never cease at becoming an evermore capable machine in all areas of active and passive engagements all the time and not so that i may better serve future purposes. -Human Evolution: One for All and All for One.

PS: i do not want to sit on my island or in a basement at the biological age of 45 and wonder 'why did i not grow any food for that kid who starved to death in Africa?' or 'why have i never raised my voice when people were outspoken by strafing bullets and echoes of gunshots?'

Thank you, Namaste.

A flower rises from dirt. The dirt doesn't define the flower, and the dirt doesn't detract from the flower. The dirt cannot take credit for the flowe
r. The dirt cannot take credit from the flower.

The flower will choose to bravely and faithfully grow in an ugly and unfriendly environment. The flower will stubbornly bloom regardless, and the flower will be the beautiful, amazing, miraculous flower it is anyway, no matter how much dirt surrounds it. And the flower will always be above and beyond the dirt that it grew from, and that the flower grew in.

The dirt cannot choke the life from the flower. That one flower may be the only flower in a vast field full of dirt. And what will people be admiring then? Will people be admiring the dirt or will people be admiring the tiny, delicate but determined flower that grew amidst all that dirt? The people who watched the flower grow alone with nothing but dirt around it will praise the flower for growing. The flower will always rise above the dirt.

The flower will always prevail over the dirt. Be the flower. I am the flower. You are the flower. We are the flowers. ~~Karen Burch

Just got back from being AWOL a long time, to those who wanna catch up please note or add me on skype(doomblade2712) / msn(xiaotian.cao@hotmail.com) / facebook(Joseph Cao: Auckland, NZ)? Life has been really crazy, but rewarding~ Hi everyone!! I miss being here...

I serve the o' great butter lord , 1 for all and all for 1~ let's melt.

New art tasks is to come from me for the legion of smouldering butter hence the gallery will be temporarily hidden for maybe a long time.

Its an awesome opportunity to do something new, join and have fun! Click here for more info!
...or come in for a friendly chat maybe? ->Buttery Chat FTW~

UPDATE: in the name of Margarine</a>, an evil empire of hate</a> and its own facist ruler has amassed its minions and is about to march upon the buttery hatchlings... its a sad story but love conquers hate in the end. Always.




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lol yea, when shit hits then fan as the storm picks it up... its raining shit sir/madam! I screwed up uni, got in a butt load of fines, got my car impounded and just when I thought it couldn't get worse I burnt my legs with boiling water, yay! Guess I'm finally back to update since I gotta sit on my ass all day now, so hows everyone? I've skipped DA for 2 months, so for some of you its been months since we last chat, what's everyone been up to?